It may be seasonal affective disorder or PTSD (Post Timbers Soccer Disorder) but what ever it is I’m having trouble getting motivated for much of anything. I get all the school stuff and meetings done and put on a good face but when I get home it all seems to melt away. I need to snap out of this but so far I haven’t found the magic bullet. I want to start writing again so I thought I would just start writing and then keep writing. We’ll see how that works.